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Sunday, July 26, 2026

The World We Dream About: Hadestown Live Theater Performance Captured in Emotionally Wrecking Detail

(Spoiler Alert: Some of these details may give away parts of the story if you're not familiar with it.) 



We Choose to Sing

Hadestown is a musical that hits hard for me personally. I fell in the love with the music before I ever got to see the show, and have since seen it multiple times and listen to the two versions of the soundtracks regularly. It's one of those shows you can get something new from every re-watch, especially because different actors bring unique interpretations to their roles, like Levi Kreis as Hermes, who brought a very distinct, blues-meets-country-storyteller vibe to the touring production that carved out its own identity away from André De Shields' iconic Broadway blueprint. 

But the live capture, with its closeups of the performers' absolutely incredible expressions and sleight-of-hand illusions brought a rollercoaster of surprises and emotions I was not prepared for. Right from the opening toast, when Orpheus delivers that line—"To the world we dream about..."—and then pauses, breaking the fourth wall to hit us with a heavier, more heartbreaking silence before adding, "And the one we live in now"—I was gone. That moment alone completely undid me, and the waterworks didn't stop until the song after curtain call.

If you haven't caught it yet, you only have a couple of days left before it leaves theaters, and honestly, you need to run. Seeing the original Broadway cast back together on the big screen isn't just a recording; it’s pure magic. Close-ups catch the actors' actual tears, the twitch in Hades's eye when Orpheus starts winning over the workers with his song, and a level of raw, visceral emotion that a mezzanine seat can't always reach. It's that bittersweet, tragic-yet-optimistic plot I love so much in stories—the reminder that even when we logically know how it all ends, we choose to hope anyway.

Happy Accidents

Seeing the show for the first time on Broadway was practically a happy accident - I had flown out to NYC to see the fabulous J. London performing as Mary Sunshine in the show Chicago, and before my plane had even pulled into the gate, my outgoing flight had been cancelled due to the incoming winter storm, and so I immediately booked Hadestown for the extra day we'd be
"stuck" in NYC. Since then, I've had the opportunity to see it a couple times touring, including in Dallas when my Yellowstone trip got cancelled at the last minute. 

It turns out Hadestown has a way of anchoring itself to life's little disruptions. It isn't just a clever retelling of an old myth; it was speaking directly to the exact tensions I wrestle with every day. It's one of those shows and soundtracks you can see and watch multiple times and get something new out of it, speaking to you in the context of your life in that moment, differently, every time.

At its core, Hadestown captures that exhausting, universal modern dilemma: choosing between toiling away in some sterile corporate machine for perceived security and comfort versus embracing the messy, unpredictable reality of being poor in pocket but rich in actual joy and contentedness. We’re constantly fed lines by the powers that be—told what we have to sacrifice, how we have to bow to the system, and what our limits are. But the show reminds us that compliance is a choice. We can choose not to believe their lies. We can plant our feet, stand our ground, and choose our own fates, even when the odds are stacked impossibly high.

One set of lyrics I absolutely love which probably gets lost on first-time listeners is this: 

"What's the purpose of a man? / … / What's the use of his backbone? / If he never stands upright? / If he turns his back on everyone?"
And goodness knows I relate to the sheer weight of self-doubt when you don't have the reassurance of someone else telling you you're on the right path. It’s that terrifying feeling of pouring everything you have into something—doing the work, sweating over the details, feeling like you’ve finally done enough—only to look up and realize the prize is just out of reach.

That’s why the characters hit so close to home. They are relentlessly optimistic, even when they logically and intuitively know how the story has to end. It's very similar to what draws me to my other favorites, like The Great Gatsby, Rent, and Waitress. We know winter is coming. We know the green light fades, some people will lose their battle with disease and leave us prematurely, and the relationships sometimes must end. But we choose to sing anyway.


The Human Element

If you've only ever experienced Hadestown in the theater, seeing the new live theater capture on the big screen brings a far deeper experience. The intimacy of the close-ups and surprising angles a theater audience wouldn't have access to changes everything, especially when you're watching performers operate at this level of sheer physical and emotional vulnerability.

Take Amber Gray as Persephone, for instance. From a distance, her energy is electric, but up close, it’s downright staggering. Juggling that kind of high-energy, demanding choreography while maintaining flawless vocal control and breath stability is nothing short of Olympic-level stamina. And she doesn't just sing it; she feels every single second of it. Her face contorts to exaggerate her drunken stupor, her disappointment and heartbreak, and her joy and hopefulness at variance stages of the show. 

That’s where the pro-shot truly earns its keep. In a live theater, you miss the micro-expressions—the way Persephone’s eyes well up with real tears during the heaviest emotional beats and right through the final curtain call. Bringing back the original Broadway cast wasn't just a nostalgic stunt; it unlocked a rare, unmatched level of collective vulnerability because these actors have lived inside these skins for years.

You can see that dedication written all over the stage, quite literally, in the case of Patrick Page. Knowing that he was performing through a severe, full rupture of his Achilles tendon during the filming adds this heavy, poetic meta-layer to the whole experience (nevermind the fun little irony of a show built on Greek mythology featuring an injured body part also named for Greek mythology). Live theater doesn't wait for us, and bodies break, but Page pushed through the pain to stay put and immortalize his Hades alongside his original castmates before heading off to surgery. When art imitates life's endurance like that—when you see the actual sweat, the physical toll, and the real tears captured in crisp focus—it reminds you why we keep showing up for stories that ask us to feel everything all at once.


Details I Loved 



The magical close-up of the rose appearing out of nowhere provided clarity where I feel like I didn't quite see this moment sitting in theater seats. The close-ups also afford  appreciation of details like Hades’s snakeskin straps and brick wall tattoo sleeve that points a point on him being a man literally armored in his own hardened, oppressive kingdom.

Eurydice's heart melting as she falls in love with Orpheus becomes drastically more apparent and visceral simply through the micro-expressions on her face, where I felt like it was odd that she fell for him so quickly and abruptly after being skeptical and wary of his approach. 

In the Under World, as Orpheus sings his presumably final song, catching Hades’s eye twitch as he realizes he's losing control is so genuine I'm not actually sure if its terrific acting or another happy accident (can one act an eye twitch?). Across from him, Orpheus looks genuinely battered, wiping blood from his face and showing a bruising and ripped shirt that made me wonder when they managed to apply those effects during the very physical enactment of an absolute beating. 

The technical illusions get a massive upgrade through the lens, too. The clever visual illusion of the wall cracking open feels seamless and cinematic, drawing you straight into the crumbling geometry of the underworld. 

Orpheus uses his stomping as raw percussion—pounding out that driving rhythm on two different occasions— and the camera captures the sweat and the sheer physical impact of it, grounding the music in heavy, real-world effort.


The Pattern of Hopeful Tragedy

My Dad once joked that there was no point in watching the movie, "Titanic," because we know how it ends: the ship sinks. Sitting there watching the resolution as the cast portends to start the retelling, it hit me why Hadestown slots so neatly into my heart right alongside The Great Gatsby. There is a very specific, deeply human pattern to my absolute favorite stories. They refuse to hand you a cheap, tied-in-a-bow, fairy-tale ending.

Instead, they look reality dead in the eye. They remind us that life is going to hand us tragedies, and "none of us make it out alive." We know the outcome and yet, we stay. We watch them try anyway, and we celebrate the optimism. I've spent a lot of time reading Holocaust stories for a similar reason - in literally the worst conditions any human has gone through, let alone millions of humans, these amazing people held to their hope, found love, and found ways to resist. 

That is the beauty of it. These stories don't offer false comfort; they offer honest, hard-earned hope. They validate the exhaustion of toiling away, the fear of failing after you've given everything, and the heavy weight of self-doubt. But they also remind us that the value is in the choosing. We can look at the system, recognize the odds, and choose to sing the song anyway. That's what makes the tragedy feel so worth it every single time.


There's No Turning Back: Catch It Before It Goes Away!

If you’ve been on the fence about seeing this  live capture screening, consider this your official sign to drop everything and go. It’s only in theaters for a couple more days, and trust me, experiencing this level of raw emotion, the stunning close-ups, and the sheer power of the original cast back together on the big screen is an entirely different beast than streaming it later or remembering it from the nosebleeds.

Run—don't walk—to your nearest theater. Go see the tears, feel the sweat, and let yourself get completely wrecked by the magic of it all before the curtain falls for good. We already know the winter is coming, but while the lights are still up, we might as well go sing the song.


About the Show

The Production & Filming: This special release is a live theater capture filmed on stage at the West End's Lyric Theatre in London, directed by Brett Sullivan across live performances on February 28 and March 1, 2025.

The Theatrical Run: It is a limited-engagement cinematic event playing in movie theaters for just a couple of days, giving audiences a rare chance to experience it on the big screen before it leaves theaters.

The Principal Cast (The Original Broadway Reunion):

  • Reeve Carney as Orpheus
  • Eva Noblezada as Eurydice
  • André De Shields as Hermes
  • Amber Gray as Persephone 
  • Patrick Page as Hades
  • The Fates: The trio of Fates—who act as the internal chorus, conscience, and cold reality of the show—are brilliantly brought to life by Jewelle Blackman, Yvette Gonzalez-Nacer, and Kay Trinidad (reprising their original Broadway roles). A special shoutout is entirely deserved for the Jewelle Blackman, whose side-eye, reactions, and hilarious, biting facial expressions add an incredible layer of sass and menace to every scene she's in.

Saturday, January 4, 2025

2024 Reflection Part Two


Outside of sticking to the themes I set out for myself at the start of the year, I think I'd be remiss if I didn't reflect on all the other major things that happened in 2024, to include what I was able to check off from my Life List.


While the move to Texas largely feels like a detriment to my happiness, it was certainly the right decision for my career, as evidenced almost immediately. And call it fate or good fortune or what have you, but it was because I had changed my dating profile to the Fort Worth area that I met Sam. He was only planning to come to Texas for the solar eclipse, but had changed the location on his profile to Dallas. He was upfront that he lives in Sydney and would just be visiting, and I was suspicious of his intentions. We started messaging well before the eclipse, but it was our first video call that really won me over. We had been joking about how some people won't even drive 45 minutes for a date, but he was willing to take a 13 hour flight to see his potential love. 
 
We didn't meet up until a couple days before the eclipse. We had two dates that week, both went brilliantly. I continued to date locally for a while, at Sam's encouragement. But as time went on, I liked the local guys less and liked Sam more. We planned a trip to the UK together and before we could even go, he came back to Texas to spend a week with me. Then we met up in LA for an air show and Disneyland. And at the end of the year, I met him in Tasmania and am now on his home turf in Sydney. There have been many ups and downs with him. We are two smart, confident people from other sides of the planet coming at the relationship from two different perspectives. But what's allowed us to make it this far is our agreement to always speak our minds when things are bothering us and to be honest and transparent. We've worked through a lot of differences and those hard journeys have probably made us stronger than if we hadn't had those differences. Time will tell if he'll be my forever love, but having him in my life has allowed me to go on adventures I wouldn't have done solo and seen things I wouldn't have seen without his insistence. It's been a blast dating him, and I hope it continues.
When people ask about my move to Texas, I am honest that I am really not happy with it. Again, it was the right move for my career, the cost of living is cheaper so that's helpful financially, and it led me indirectly to Sam, and for all those things I am grateful. But I hate the humidity of DFW, especially in the summer when it just feels punishing to me. And while I'm getting better at navigating the confusing freeway exits, they still confound me regularly. Bugs are a huge problem for me, also. Outside, for sure, but even in my house there seems to be a new bug every day, often of a different variety, so it's not like I have an isolated infestation that can just be wiped out. It's ongoing and constant but always changing, and that's the most frustrating part. I joke that I figured out the best way to live with the Dallas summer - leaving altogether. My escape to Scotland and London with Sam was the best part of my summer.


In my career, I hit some low points both in 2023 and in 2024, feeling like I'm stagnating and that my efforts are in vain. My boss is sharp, though, and recognizing my struggles, has brought opportunities for me to get more engaged, one of which culminated in a two-week trip to Milan which was phenomenal. The prospect of going back, and/or going to Greece, Japan or Australia for work in 2025 has excited me, and with some fresh new superstar employees on my team, I have found some reinvigoration.

On one of our few recreational days in Italy, there was mural with Alice in Wonderland that translated to this:
"The secret, Alice, is to surround yourself with people who make your heart smile. It is then, and only then, that you will find Wonderland...."
I think that is true, including but not limited to finding fulfillment in my work.

Speaking of travel, this year's first time achievements from my Life List all required travel, most of which was with Sam in the UK. Here they are, what I completed from my Life List in 2024:

#7 See an aurora
In the same line of thinking about the swing dance events I thought I'd have to miss because of moving to Texas and the deciding to make them happen anyways, I had set my sights in going to see the Northern Lights in 2024. A major driving factor was that the Aurora was in its peak of an 11 year cycle, so the likelihood of seeing it was increased greatly. I had originally targeted a spring time trip but that proved a bit too cumbersome. So I went in early October, butting up against a previous booking in LA. I stayed at the Chena Hot Springs Resort which I thought may be a gimmicky tourist trap but ended up blowing my expectations out of the water (pun intended). The first night I was there I tried spotting Aurora on my own and saw nothing. Wanting to ensure the highest likelihood of success, I booked an Aurora tour the next day, and it did not disappoint! You can read more in my dedicated post about it, but suffice to say I saw a great display of the Northern Lights! Ironically, Sam and I missed seeing the Southern Lights in Tasmania by one day! The island got a spectacular display better than most anyone could remember the night of New Year's Day, and we had left just that day. Seeing the elusive Southern Lights may be the next thing I add to my list.


#17 Watch the changing of the guard at Buckingham Palace
Sam and I had debates about what constituted completion of this item - we took a tour to the gates of Buckingham Palace and on that same tour we saw the changing of the guard at a different location. But the exact wording preventing my concurrence that this item was done. I booked that tour to be early in our time in London just in case it didn't scratch the itch, and that turned out to be good because then I was able to find a separate time to bear witness to the actual Buckingham Palace changing of the guards. I went alone while Sam met up with a friend. It was quite an event, but nothing I need to do again. Check!


#43 Ride on a red double decker bus in the UK 
The tour I booked did shuttle us around on a double decker, so this was an easy one to knock off. Fun, too, we had some great views of all of the major icons of the city.


#73 Look for the Loch Ness Monster Before going to London, Sam and I first met up in Inverness. We rented a car and Sam drove us around the beautiful highlands to our hotel situated right in the Loch Ness. We took a few short hikes down to the water and spent a couple days driving around the area, stopping at various scenic spots. We visited the Loch Ness gift shop and posed with the monster statues. It was such a a chill time it was one of my favorites with Sam.
#74 Go on the London Eye
Seeing a long queue, I searched on my phone and found that we could bypass the long wait for a small premium - well worth it - and Sam and I were zipped into the London Eye. We took some great shots up there and called it a day.
#127 See Stonehenge
The second part of the tour I booked was a coach bus ride out to Stonehenge. The downtime on the bus was nice - I may have dozed off and snored to the delight of nearby kids - and then the walk to and from the stones was perfectly pleasant. We took dozens of photos as I suppose most people do, and in some we got silly with it. It was really neat to see them and be moved by the spiritual air that seems to be there. I loved the quotes back at the visitor center, especially this one:

"One might almost suppose that it was specially designed to accommodate every notion that could possibly be projected onto it"
- John Michell, writer, 1981


Ending the year in Australia with Sam has meant the world to me. It was with a heavy heart that I kept my plans to come, however. I was intending to spend Christmas with most of my family in Tucson before coming. Knowing my oldest sister has just started chemotherapy, I wanted to be around to help her and her family out if needed, so I planned to fly out early and work remotely for a couple days. Then after Christmas, I'd leave for Australia and ring in the New Year with Sam.

The night before my flight to Tucson, my brother in law texted me that my sister was going to the hospital because she was in pain from a complication of the chemo. That morning, as I was getting ready to leave for the airport, she was given 24 hours to live and being rushed into emergency surgery that would likely kill her. There was nothing for me to do but get to the airport and make sure I made it to Tucson. My Dad picked me up from the airport and we went straight to the hospital. I was glad I was there in those first days. My sister performed miracle after miracle in beating the odds of surviving and recovering. 

Needless to say, I didn't get much work done, and I especially decided not to work when I learned that my sister was trying to communicate through sign language but nobody there could interpret. I was able to read most of her signing (she was heavily sedated so her signs weren't perfect and she was going very fast and spelling "creatively" - ipzza for pizza, for example). It was good timing for me to be there then. We celebrated Christmas with a small weight hanging in the air as she was never far from any of our thoughts. As she recovered, she was able to speak more. 

My other sister made plans to come. I felt like it made the most sense for me to keep my plans - she would want that for me, I certainly needed it mentally and emotionally, and we thought it might even alarm her if I cancelled and my other sister came - she may think we were lying about her positive prognosis. Still, she's been on my mind and I've been keeping up with her progress from texts from my family.

Meanwhile, Sam and I have had some much needed conversations and worked on how to be together better. I can tell he really cares for me and is really trying to be what I want. He is always thinking of me and my needs, and assumes responsibility for the literal heavy lifting and the like. He has been very caring and supportive regarding my sister, and otherwise we've had good fun and made some great memories.
I'm treating my time in Sydney, especially while he works during the week, as a mini sabbatical to somewhat make up for the sabbatical I didn't get to take after closing the plant in Florida. It's been very refreshing, mentally and physically. I came here with aggravated asthma from the smog of Milan, and the clean air of Tasmania and the ocean air here in Sydney have done wonders for my ability to breathe. I'm far from 100% better but much improved over a week ago. And while I'm still getting used to my CPAP, I think it's introduction into my life will give my health a chance of finally going in the right direction in 2025. A quote I've found here in Darling Harbor fits my state of mind well.
It speaks of, "...a sea that harbours anger in a pounding mid-year storm. Yet a sea that offers comfort when the weather's clear and warm, Where the whitecaps сrown an оcean that is every shade of blue, Crashing to a golden shore, that's Australia through and through." - Murray Hartin, 1997